Ended the month with good results, made sure I checked in and posted journal. So far I been keeping up and hedging slipped or lied. It almost end of week as well so far going good I wasn't start the month perfectly and end it perfectly anniversary is coming up so we have that to look forward to even though right note wife is upset with me. I said something stupid so I how I don't cause more problems or we end up during over something that isn't worth it. We have not had proper anniversary cause I always scree it up we have no memories this time I hope to give her some happiness for once.