Made to the end of the week, I'll start it all over again tommorow. I just keep it up and continue to not lie. My wife was telling me how her grandparents bicker often, I told her I don't want to have a marriage like that I understand marriage is perfect and fights do occur but I don't want it. I'm tired of screwing up so I hope things don't turn in to a shouting match. We been good for a long nothing serious, we just have frustration dealing with family and finances to try to help everyone. Our anniversary is coming up in May so I don't want to ruin that either.