Well I thought go without causing problems with wife, I kinda went off on her she has been going ballistic buying couples clothes. The shorts she bought had flowers all over and I refused and got upset. It is difficult I am a person who is stubborn I like to wear and do things my way. I feel bad and I wrote her some poems to express how sorry I am. It was stupid its just clothes it will make her happy I just have to do it to see the smile on her face. Being honest and changing myself is start reshape my whole life I constantly re-evaluate for the good that is. Making adjustments try to learn from my mistakes so far its going well. Now if I can just do what my wife asks of me and stop making her cry that would be nice for once.