Start of new day and new week do far went will. Just leeching energy in keeping it honest and haven't reverted back. Despite everything going on with wife health money family drama. Just need a breather a day to clear my head to find a plan for everything. Yesterday stayed up with wife and we didn't sleep I had to take daughter and dog keeping me up. Today has been rough tried to push through to help wife with errands. But now I can barely keep my eyes open and billion thoughts racing in my head really worried about her health. Only thing I can promise her is try to make things easier on her and always being honest and try hard to work towards the lying addiction.