Yesterday wife informed of her health problem that is creeping back they could never figure out what I'd causing her to be sick. It off always random symptoms and everything they run comes back weird and doctors have no idea. She already had swollen lymph nodes and now neck is swollen under chin. The thought of it bring vender or what I just can't get a break. It was not needn't to be a stress free life I pray it subsides and her health gets better. I'm rely tired trying my best to be strong for her so she doesn't have to worry and I do it for her instead. Hopefully the doctors this time can figure it out we will have to make appointment. Just when I am working hard to fix myself becoming honest and keeping up. I can't have this happen I need to a perfect husband to take care of her. I feel I might let her down and I don't want that to happen.