So my wife and sister finally worked things out. So that is good and we have been trying to figure out valentines so we have a place we picked. I hour thing continue like this I have been good and things are finally paying off, I can't reverse the damage but certainly mgmt my life and others easier and stress free by staying honest. I don't want to ever ever go beck to old lifestyle I live the way things are and I can feel like a normal human being. I had long day today but overall it was good and peaceful nice for a change to not have to worry constantly.