Marriage is always like a roller coaster I have been doing well and kept up with honesty. The wife is dealing with some serious depression she always tries to help others and neglects herself she wanted ballroom, vocals, volunteer and can't because of we don't make good money we can't take care of huge family and she feels they don't speculate and just criticise her. I feel this my fault if I had money she wouldn't have go through this. She days she can't stand people because everyone Is shelfish and I fit that category. I want to give her everything and normal life no lies, no deceiving, security and happiness. Im helpless till i get science students and I can help her and she can back off work and focus on things she loves to do. She is to talented to waste it all away and just work all the time.