Learned an important lesson that I've a addict always a addict. That does not mean that I will go and more but if I'm not careful and I'm not working towards bettering myself and being active then I can slip. This might be repetitive but it if the only way, I have it make it and keep it my life long goal till I die or have diminished brain function from old age I have be diligent. What I been through cause of this shit the lying and pain and suffering caused to other I can not bare it happening again. I am glad I have been Honest for a while now and I want it to be be permanent as if lying does not even exist.