Things are moving fat and my marriage is secure. Everything is on me I have regained my wife trust and I must keep it and be honest at all costs. No matter what I cannot break her heart. We are going to be busy with looking for a house this week and have family live with us so it is very important I work hard and help out she has to much stress and her neck pain is difficult for her I think it might be getting worse since she has disc buldges and I know what its like cause I have been struggling with several myself. I want to make her life easy and pain free as much as possible and support her in her and help her achieve her goals.