Made a mistake today wife asked if I moved a box and I was standing my ground saying I didn't. I do not if it was the lack of sleep or what because I do not remember moving the box and I really thought I did not none the less it feels like a lie now I should said I do not remember. Obviously it did not move itself so now I figure out wtf I did and how stupid it was now I'm back to the beginning and have to try hard not for this to happen. I'll have to say I d not remember than have some dilusional amnesia that I can't remember. It was a lie over a box I have admitted to more serious things and have been honest about them but a stupid box got me. Now I am frustrated I really thought I was getting better looks like I'll have to just think of myself as a liar and that recovery is always going to be a challenge.