Sad

Wife been struggling with various weird health problems and now she is having rash the doctors think she does have some sort of autoimmune disease but they are clueless to figure out exactly what each time she gets a blood test done there is always something abnormal and it stumps the doctors they order more crap but no where near figuring out anything with these new things on she doesn't feel like going back to doctors she feels its a waste of time. Having hard time its a roller coaster have good days some bad had to deal with grandmother being ill, now my wife is having something going on.  seems trying to be honest is least of my worries now, since I eliminated that from the equation there are more pressing matters I wish i could fix but just simply cant.