worried

Grandmother really I'll has surgery wed for two blockages, mom just went it was difficult cause I had to drop her and couldn't take daughter to school and wife is having hard time. Them there is about trying to save money for a trip that me and wife going to pay for whole family. Then there is trying to figure out living arrangements for her grandparents, her mother, and my mother so whether it's house or trying to make extension to current one. A lot of pressure it's tough cause I'm only good at emergency last minute financial help need to be more consistent. I have not been lying and been honest to everyone. It just so difficult with everything else just do not feel like a real man who can make all my wife worry go away. I wonder when that we'll be that would be the day.