My daughter called me today. I'm not sure if we sorted out anything but I'm grateful to hear from her. I really miss having her here. It was really hard to watch the bus go by the last two days. I kept watching the clock all day. My BFF can't believe how well I seem to be handling the situation. She doesn't see how miserable I am on the inside and the fact that I'm not sleeping very well. I have been keeping myself busy with housework. I am physically,mentally & emotional wrung out but I have to get the stuff taken care of whether I hurt or not. I refuse to let these people take my kids from me over something I can fix. My heart hurts so bad right now and if my daughter decides to stay with her Dad long term I just don't know how I'm going to deal with it. I can barely handle things the way they are now, I'm not sure if I could get through something like that. Anyway, enough for now. Happy Thanksgiving! I hope & pray that it is a good holiday for everyone.