DEATH OF LOVE PAIN OF LIFE NOTHING IN THIS WORLD HAS LEFT ME ME WITH MORE STRIFE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I SEE MY NOTHING-NESS IN THIS WORLD NO PURPOSE NEVER WILL I ANYONE SEE THIS PAIN ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ NOR SHALL I GAIN A LIFE OF LOVE A LIFE OF BEAUTY A LIFE OF MY OWN ACCEPTANCE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CURSE YOU ALL! WHO'VE DAMNED MY SOUL- YOU KNOW NO OTHER ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WHY MUST I BE DAMNED? IF THE WORLD CURSE MY BEING ALREADY? WHY MUST I GO ON IF MY DEATH OF LIFE IS MY ONLY TRUTH? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ KNOWING NOTHING SILENTLY I DIE SILENTLY NO ONE CARES NOR SEES MY DEATH WRAPPED UP IN ME SILENTLY NO ONE SEES MY LIFE AS MY HELL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ SILENTLY MY BLOOD FLOWS DRIPS ALL OVER THE DEAD CORPSE OF ME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'M NOT KNOWN ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CURSE ME~ CURSE MY LIFE~ CURSE MY BEING~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ NEVER SHALL I LOVE AGAIN NEVER SHALL I BREATHE MORE NEVER SHALL MY HEART BEAT ANOTHER DAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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That\'s just awful Sriena... whoever is doing this to you isn\'t right in the head. I hope you find yourself through all this, and remember: we\'re all here for you if you need us.
*hugs*