DEATH OF LOVE  PAIN OF LIFE NOTHING IN THIS WORLD HAS LEFT ME ME WITH MORE STRIFE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I SEE MY NOTHING-NESS IN THIS WORLD NO PURPOSE NEVER WILL I ANYONE SEE THIS PAIN ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ NOR SHALL I GAIN  A LIFE OF LOVE A LIFE OF BEAUTY  A LIFE OF MY OWN ACCEPTANCE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CURSE YOU ALL! WHO'VE DAMNED MY SOUL- YOU KNOW NO OTHER ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WHY MUST I BE DAMNED? IF THE WORLD CURSE MY BEING ALREADY? WHY MUST I GO ON IF MY DEATH OF LIFE IS MY ONLY TRUTH? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ KNOWING NOTHING  SILENTLY I DIE SILENTLY NO ONE CARES  NOR SEES MY DEATH WRAPPED UP IN ME SILENTLY  NO ONE SEES MY LIFE AS MY HELL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ SILENTLY  MY BLOOD FLOWS  DRIPS ALL OVER THE DEAD CORPSE OF ME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'M NOT KNOWN ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CURSE ME~ CURSE MY LIFE~ CURSE MY BEING~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~  NEVER SHALL I LOVE AGAIN  NEVER SHALL I BREATHE MORE NEVER SHALL MY HEART BEAT ANOTHER DAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~