OMG!!!!!!

 
We bought a MINIVAN!!!! Me the cool mom. The one that sported the BMW when Ian was born!!!!! I am still in shock, but I bought my new double stroller the other day and it wont fit in the trunk space of my Yukon with the 3rd row up. If we lived somewhere close to all our family it wouldn’t be an issue. But we live 700 miles away and now that we will have 2 kids any out of town guest will have to seat in the 3rd row. So we have no trunk. Plus I started freaking out over the safety of having to leave on of my children in the cart while i put the other one in. TO be honest its not even my fault. It another DS sisters Fault. She started it. Started talking about awesome it was and blah blah blah. So i started looking at them and thinking about them, and well I bought one. In normal Nikki Fashion I got the most pimped out one I could find in my price range. Its a Honda Odyssey. Fully Loaded with my 3 must. Leather, DVD and Automatic sliding doors.
  So now i am like totally a MOM. Like  a mini van MOM. LOL
Kimber has been crazy active the last 2 days. Like seriously I cant do a thing because she is rolling around in there and sticking hands and feet all over. I love that feeling, even though it is very uncomfortable. im getting so very excited to have her. Ill be 34 weeks Friday, 42 days or less!!!! OMG. Its all still so surreal. I should have the specialty car seat cover I ordered from etsy in a few days and a few other things I am just waiting to be delivered and we are all set. Oh I am waiting for a Thirty-one catalog to order my diaper bag. It should be here tomorrow. I cant wait to pack it. I have about 32 packages of diapers and 3 boxes of diapers. We are set for a while lol.
Now on to what i consider the best news!!!!!! 3 DH sisters got BFP this week. I am so so happy. One of them could be a possible chemical pregnancy we will know more tomorrow. But for so many of us getting pregnant is hard. I know it hurts and breaks your heart. I hate that about infertility. Every pregnancy is shadowed my doubt and fear. I wish that we could experience it with the eyes of someone that has faced no obstacles. To see a positive test an automatically see yourself with a child in 9 months. Not worry every second of everyday. Every trip to the bathroom is like walking a tight rope. Every little twinge or pain breaks you into the cold sweat of fear. All I can say after having almost completed my 2 second fear filled pregnancy is, WOW, its so worth it. Here I sit almost 34 weeks and still worry about a cord accident, or her dying these last few weeks. something going wrong. It doesn’t end. Then when you have them you worry about sids. Then chocking then other things like kidnapping. It never ends. Most parents start the worrying when there child is born, we start it as soon as we get a positive result. Does that make us just more experienced worriers? All I can say. Is that embrace the moment. Today you are pregnant! I love you all so so much and am so happy for those that got their BFP. I pray that those babies stick stick stick. And I pray for those BFP that are yet to come. I feel that miracles are happening all around me. I am so blessed to have a life filled with such great ladies.