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I miss Ian so much. Even though he hasn’t gone anywhere, i miss playing with him and doing things with him. Chasing him around picking him up and tickling him. Goin out side on walks with him and pointing to everything. It sucks. I feel like the worlds worst mom. Thank Goodness for my MIL. But he is wearing her out. He puts the energizer bunny to shame. I wish she would take him outside more but I know its hard on her doing it all for us. Dh got home from London last night from London and I intend to ask him to please play with ian outside of the house as much as possible the next 2 days. I was suppose to fly out Thursday to go to Ga for my nieces first birthday. My MIL is flying back to GA tonight to make her birthday cake and then will fly back here Thursday afternoon because Dh goes out of town Friday again. I have a doctors appointment Wednesday and im hoping that they will say as long as I stabilize out I can fly out next Thursday. Dh is gone every single week for the next like 6 weeks. I feel horrible holding my mil hostage. She is going to miss my nieces birthday party. Im going to miss it. I know I should probably let my MIL take Ian back to GA with her for a few days so she can go to the party but I just cant. Thinking about it makes me start crying and not able to breath. I love him so much and cant be 700 miles away from him. I just cant. My heart would break and I would cry every day and get even more depressed.
On another fun note, I think I have a yeast infection from my antibiotics. I will have my doctor check things out tomorrow when I go. I have some cream she gave me last time and I put it on and it helps a little, Its more itchy than anything. TMI I know. But if not here where.
I was unable to stop either payment on the house so things are tight for 2 weeks. Luckily I don’t have to make a house payment till December and I will use Novembers house payment to pay off a cc. I am hoping to make a big push and have a few straggler bills paid off in the next 4 months. We were just notified by the IRS that we owe a little more than $500. Im hoping to have that paid off my the end of the year and ians last medical bill. I have both of those set up with payment plans but I want them gone.
I found nursery furniture at JCpenny.com. It is a crib dresser/changing table and chest of drawers on sale for $699. If you open a account you save 10% plus I always get coupons with like 20 or 30% off plus like $20 off a $100 or more purchase. So Im hoping I can get it for around $600. I also found some bedding for a more reasonable price. Only $200. Much better than the $1100. A part of me is still really wanting to get it. We will just have to see. I already have the cash for both the furniture and the bedding. But im still saving so I will be able to get a nice stroller and some other stuff as well. So glad I started saving when I did.
Even though I am totally against it I AM going to be buying DH a iPad for his birthday/Christmas. He really wants one but I wanted to do something cool for his birthday. Its his 30th. I was going to throw a huge party but then I got pregnant and we cant fly to GA where I would have it. Then I was going to get him sky diving but he really wants us to do that together. So then I was going to buy him a Richard Petty race car driving experience but you have to spend 4 hours in a class and he would hate that. He thinks because he is a cop he knows everything and would hate sitting in class. So I am getting him a ipad. Im waiting till black Friday in hopes I can get a good deal. He has no idea as I have been adamant that he doesn’t need it (he doesn’t) we cant afford things like that with a baby on the way. Ect ect. Well I am going to get going. Maybe paint my nails lol.
On another fun note, I think I have a yeast infection from my antibiotics. I will have my doctor check things out tomorrow when I go. I have some cream she gave me last time and I put it on and it helps a little, Its more itchy than anything. TMI I know. But if not here where.
I was unable to stop either payment on the house so things are tight for 2 weeks. Luckily I don’t have to make a house payment till December and I will use Novembers house payment to pay off a cc. I am hoping to make a big push and have a few straggler bills paid off in the next 4 months. We were just notified by the IRS that we owe a little more than $500. Im hoping to have that paid off my the end of the year and ians last medical bill. I have both of those set up with payment plans but I want them gone.
I found nursery furniture at JCpenny.com. It is a crib dresser/changing table and chest of drawers on sale for $699. If you open a account you save 10% plus I always get coupons with like 20 or 30% off plus like $20 off a $100 or more purchase. So Im hoping I can get it for around $600. I also found some bedding for a more reasonable price. Only $200. Much better than the $1100. A part of me is still really wanting to get it. We will just have to see. I already have the cash for both the furniture and the bedding. But im still saving so I will be able to get a nice stroller and some other stuff as well. So glad I started saving when I did.
Even though I am totally against it I AM going to be buying DH a iPad for his birthday/Christmas. He really wants one but I wanted to do something cool for his birthday. Its his 30th. I was going to throw a huge party but then I got pregnant and we cant fly to GA where I would have it. Then I was going to get him sky diving but he really wants us to do that together. So then I was going to buy him a Richard Petty race car driving experience but you have to spend 4 hours in a class and he would hate that. He thinks because he is a cop he knows everything and would hate sitting in class. So I am getting him a ipad. Im waiting till black Friday in hopes I can get a good deal. He has no idea as I have been adamant that he doesn’t need it (he doesn’t) we cant afford things like that with a baby on the way. Ect ect. Well I am going to get going. Maybe paint my nails lol.
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