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  Well we had our firt adoption class last night. We have to take a total of 20 hours and am doing it by going 2 nights a week for 3 weeks. he time fly's by in class because you are gettingso much information. I ended up crying on teh way home because my heart just breaks thinking about all teh kids out there with no one to love them. it just isnt fair and i dont understand why they make adoption so exspensive. We have so much love but not 30K. Its not fair but we will do what we canin our won country. Going through DFCS will defenetly be heart rinching but knowing i am doing somthing about a problem will help be get through the bad times. We have decided to change our status from Adoption only to foster to adopt. It has a great risk but i think is worth it. I will be going out and buying a crib in teh next few weeks. because unless we have one ready they will not even concider us for a baby. Once we know we are getting a baby I will go to Babie's R Us and buy a a shiny new one but we may not get a baby baby so i dont wantto spend the $ on somthing i dont need I rather spend iton somthing else for our child.     I am going to Romania in July on a missions trip to an orphanage and i know it will be hard but i just want to love a child and show them ieven if it's just for a short period of time that there is love out there.