Goal

So me and DH talked months ago about adopting if I could not get pregnant. We agreed that we would wait till the end of the year to start thewhole process. I really think that DH thought I would be pregnant by now. Well a few days ago I brought it up agian and said I wante dto start teh process and he was like all hold on. We said we would talk about it agian. I said no what we did a few months ago is talk about it. He knows that I have to be working towards my goal one way or another. Building my family is a life long goal of mine. I explained to him that i could not sit idle and not see a light at the end of a tunner. He knows that about me and knows how goal oreinted I am. Long story shot we have orentation on Dec 6th. Its teh first step to adoption. I know he is scared and I think that is a natural response from him. He thinks Im going to just come home with like 2 or 3 kids one day and be like here ya go. I told him that is not the case and as much as I want a child God will give us the one that is right for us. He thinks I will just pick what ever one I can get my hand on and I told him thats not how I feel. I am confident that God will lead us to the child we are supose to have. Also because I only want to do adoption not foster our wait will be longer. Once I talked him through that and told him about the class he was much more receptive. So we will see.  On another note the doctor called in my perscription of blood thinners and progesterone. Even though i missed teh window to start firtility drugs there is the small small chance I can get pregnant on my own and I want my body in tip top shape. I told teh doctor i couldnt habdle loosing another baby and she had no problem giving me teh meds I needed. So we will keep our fingers crossed but im not counting on it. I mean I couldnt get prgo with IUI so what are my chances now with only one good tube....