Day 7
ok so I am guessing the hormones have kicked in...I am exhausted, emotional and feeling very dumpy...oh and I just bought three pairs of shoes..
So jokes aside, I feel flat...totally and utterly flat and quite frankly, a bit lonely.
I don't have anyone in my "real world" to talk to about all of this because alot of my people think we are jumping in too soon...they have never had fertility issues themselves so I think that they can go jump. So, yeah, this site is my only real outlet.
Did I mention I am super tired....and giganticly fat? Oh and I need a haircut but the girl who does my hair is currently pregnant and I actually can't be in the same room as her because of a stupid and incredibly condescending remark her husband made about our fertility issues a while back. And if she comes over to do my hair, he will come too and he is a good friend of my husbands and in my currant emotional state I am not sure that I would hold back my diatribe about his smugness.
Whine over-hopefully, I can go for a run tomorrow morning (compulsory rest day thanks to lesion removal..yay!)and then I will feel much better.
Tomorrow;s entry will be a little more upbeat..I promise!
So jokes aside, I feel flat...totally and utterly flat and quite frankly, a bit lonely.
I don't have anyone in my "real world" to talk to about all of this because alot of my people think we are jumping in too soon...they have never had fertility issues themselves so I think that they can go jump. So, yeah, this site is my only real outlet.
Did I mention I am super tired....and giganticly fat? Oh and I need a haircut but the girl who does my hair is currently pregnant and I actually can't be in the same room as her because of a stupid and incredibly condescending remark her husband made about our fertility issues a while back. And if she comes over to do my hair, he will come too and he is a good friend of my husbands and in my currant emotional state I am not sure that I would hold back my diatribe about his smugness.
Whine over-hopefully, I can go for a run tomorrow morning (compulsory rest day thanks to lesion removal..yay!)and then I will feel much better.
Tomorrow;s entry will be a little more upbeat..I promise!
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People need to worry about their own lives. I can barely even listen to advice from anyone who has not had troubling getting or staying pregnant. The \"real world\" has no idea how lucky they are to not have experienced any of this. And you are right, they can go jump...