Here we go again...
So I am back here again. Trying to be upbeat about it all!!
We have decided to go ahead with an FET and will start when I getm y next period...it should have really been here by now. I have done a HPT and its negative...we are on day 33 and still counting ugh. Why oh why when you actually want something from your body it doesn't deliver!
Anyway, last night, we celebrated not being pregnant by having wine and cheese. We did this to try and put a positive spin on a negative situation...and also to have some fun. I know that the next few months will be tough so I am hoping that we can get through them and come out the other side.
Once my cycle begins, I start Oestrogen pills 3 x daily then scans to check lining thickness and the dreaded progesterone pessaries. Having a game plan makes me feel much better but there is always the nagging doubt in the back of my mind that I am doing this all in vain. But no, I am not. Facts are facts, and it is abundantly clear that I do not ovulate. (even with clomid!) So, we have three frozen embies..policy in my country is to only put one in at a time...my RE has given me a 50% chance of success on the first round...extrapolating that out, by round 3, there is an 80% chance that I will be pregnant.
We have planned a fantastic holiday away in November so regardless of the situation, we will have something to look forward to. Also, if all three FETs fail, then we will do one round of IVF this year. Then we will re-evaluate after that.
On a positive note, my RE reckons that the Oestrogen may help me sleep-this has been an ongoing issue for the last few months and I have been living on around 2 hours sleep a day for a while! I think it has to do with hormonal imbalances and my doctor has ordered a barrage of hormone tests too...which should prove interesting. So, yeah that's me for now.
Hopefully getting ready to start fresh and excited very soon....
We have decided to go ahead with an FET and will start when I getm y next period...it should have really been here by now. I have done a HPT and its negative...we are on day 33 and still counting ugh. Why oh why when you actually want something from your body it doesn't deliver!
Anyway, last night, we celebrated not being pregnant by having wine and cheese. We did this to try and put a positive spin on a negative situation...and also to have some fun. I know that the next few months will be tough so I am hoping that we can get through them and come out the other side.
Once my cycle begins, I start Oestrogen pills 3 x daily then scans to check lining thickness and the dreaded progesterone pessaries. Having a game plan makes me feel much better but there is always the nagging doubt in the back of my mind that I am doing this all in vain. But no, I am not. Facts are facts, and it is abundantly clear that I do not ovulate. (even with clomid!) So, we have three frozen embies..policy in my country is to only put one in at a time...my RE has given me a 50% chance of success on the first round...extrapolating that out, by round 3, there is an 80% chance that I will be pregnant.
We have planned a fantastic holiday away in November so regardless of the situation, we will have something to look forward to. Also, if all three FETs fail, then we will do one round of IVF this year. Then we will re-evaluate after that.
On a positive note, my RE reckons that the Oestrogen may help me sleep-this has been an ongoing issue for the last few months and I have been living on around 2 hours sleep a day for a while! I think it has to do with hormonal imbalances and my doctor has ordered a barrage of hormone tests too...which should prove interesting. So, yeah that's me for now.
Hopefully getting ready to start fresh and excited very soon....
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