Day 6

Worked all day, literally, on Friday so missed a day 5 update. Anyway, yesterday was good. No urges or desires to look up anything. Today started great. Worked in the morning. Hung out with a friend for a late lunch. Went to the gym. Now sitting here a little bored and anxious because that's just me and some urges are starting to kick in. I do find it interesting that it's when I'm bored and unsure of what I want to do that the thoughts begin to seep in. Figured I'd write about it here. Maybe if I put the thoughts out there, even if no one reads them, it'll help my conscious brain control them until they pass. We will see I guess. As for right now...i'm thinking of going to go read for a little bit and then maybe go hang out with a friend at a bar that they work out. Not sure if I feel like drinking, I gave myself a note alcohol for two weeks rule to avoid any slips but in reality the first two weeks were always the easiest. That sounds a bit over confident. which is what kills, but it is what it is.