Today is another day without word from my ED. I realize that the last 22 years of my life have revolved around being a conscientious Mom. I do not regret that. But I need to build my own life. I let go of many personal dreams and professional opportunities over the years. I owe myself to reconnect with myself.

There have been many, many times when I have made attempts to control th-t which is not in my control. That is the habit of living with dysfunctional people all my life. It has brought me nothing but pain and sorrow.

Letting go is a lifelong process. Today, I wish my daughter well and hope that she is safe.

I must move on with my life. I am scheduling time with friends and planning my future.

I wish all of you a wonderful day.

Hugs