Yesterday was not good. I felt waves of anger at my ED all day. I was angry that she lied to me and herself. I feel that she contrived this estrangement to escape her lied and avoid telling the truth. She's staying at a friend's house & even the friend wonders why she is reluctant to talk. I made mistakes as a parent but nothing to deserve the pain I am experiencing now.

Today, I plan on being good to myself and nurture myself. I plan on moving forward with my life despite everything. I will wear a big smile, get a pedicure, have lunch, call a friend or two. And eat a piece of chocolate ; )

Life is too short. Wishing everyone a lovely day! Hugs!