Reading the posts in Heathy Sex. I wonder if those people know just how lucky they are. They are so open about sex and seem to have partners that are also. I would give anything if my wife would talk to me about sex and her thoughts and needs about it. I can't try to get her to because she is under so much stress already with bringing in all the money and everything she does for me and Duke. Don't know what I am going to do. I always have the plan to just keep doing nothing and hoping that my heart or kidneys or something else will give out. Then I can refuse treatment and or surgery. This way I will be gone and not be a burden to her anymore and the life insurance will still pay off I hope. Don't know what else to do. Just driving me crazy.