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These are like the only journal entrys I ever write. Unless they're poems or music. lol But it's really getting difficult to not talk to him in any form. I don't know if it's because i'm thinking about him too much or what. I think i'm not distracting myself enough. It doesn't help that I'm stalking his profile either. -,,- I care about what happens to him cause he's so unstable with his schizophrenia, but I still hate him for what he did to me. I hate fucking emotions....