Almost ready for my 5 days!!! I’ve planned this trip to Seattle for soooo long now.  I’m going to see my daughter.  This was my Christmas present from 2013.  I planned to go in January 2014, husband went to hospital.  Then changed to April – husband went to hospital for the 83 days all the way to June.  Figured by November he’d be strong enough to make it.
 
Then I asked his brother (the only one that really cares about my husband) to baby-sit while I was gone. Everything was set so I thought.  He brother SCHEDULED shoulder surgery for November 10th .  Well howdy dowdy.  So there goes that.
 
I called his son and begged him to come. He said he would come for Friday-Sunday night.  Last night his son said he would be there sometime on Saturday.
 
So husband has Friday by himself, I leave at 10 in the morning, Monday and Tuesday. I get back on Tuesday night. 
 
I’m so sad right now. I understand my husband is an asshole but what about ME?  I’m a nice person and I need this.  My sister offered to come out from Tenn. but my husband doesn’t want her here. 
 
In the meantime, my husband is getting sicker every day my trip is getting closer. So even I do go, he’ll make sure I don’t have any fun because of worry. 
 
Hugs for now, walking on egg shells – Arlene