Not feeling good - these twinges are awful - I am trusting in the process and all that crap - but I am having negative thoughts - like I am hard-wired to smoke - but I know both my parents gave them up in their 50's and 60's so that is crap too. Coming out of the subway - is the worst - so tonight I went and had my hair done - still wanted to smoke - also I know I ate way too much yesterday and I am bloated - this too shall pass - I did not smoke - but yes yes I want to badly. I am going on to that website to read some more about the cravings - they sneak up so fast just like a small shock and shortness of breadth - and mean - boy I am mean and evil OH WELL - did not puffie puff today. and thats all I have to say abouit that
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Renee,
I really really feel you pain. I crave a cigarette too. Seems like every day that goes by it\'s getting worse. I\'m really tempted to go get a pack. I just can\'t deal with all the health issues at once. Maybe it\'s just not the right time for me to quit. This just stinks you know what i mean? Why does life have to be so darn difficult!