Tonight
I made myself a good meal and did a lot of chores and that feels good. More to do tomorrow, as always. The animals seem chilled out and as ready for bed as I am even though it is crazy early. I have a pile of good books to read so that will complete the night.
Struggling to put away the thought of what my stbx is doing right now and that thought has gotta go away.
He is playing a 7 hour gig for a person I do not like. And I do not like most of the people who I know are there, including the 3 women pursuing him. And that is just the 3 I know of. It has almost become laughable now I suppose. Other people see it on facebook and email me and ask what is he doing? As he keeps his status as married. He is a dumbass among other things.
Time to go read something healthy for me.
I wish him luck managing those 3 pieces of work for 7 hours. He gets what he deserves.
They are nasty, backstabbing women and I told him if you call them friends you have lost me for good in any capacity.
Struggling to put away the thought of what my stbx is doing right now and that thought has gotta go away.
He is playing a 7 hour gig for a person I do not like. And I do not like most of the people who I know are there, including the 3 women pursuing him. And that is just the 3 I know of. It has almost become laughable now I suppose. Other people see it on facebook and email me and ask what is he doing? As he keeps his status as married. He is a dumbass among other things.
Time to go read something healthy for me.
I wish him luck managing those 3 pieces of work for 7 hours. He gets what he deserves.
They are nasty, backstabbing women and I told him if you call them friends you have lost me for good in any capacity.
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\"Struggling to put away the thought of what my stbx is doing right now and that thought has gotta go away.\"
I am having the same problem. I notice that I have better days when I get out and do things instead of sitting around thinking about him and what his new gf is doing. Hopefully we will both be strong!
I got past that thought faster than normal so that is progress. We have a financial issue to deal with and he wanted to get together over coffee and I begged off. I don\'t feel well. Wrenched my shoulder doing a car repair that was beyond my ability. My stomach is off. My 97 year old grandmother fell again last night, and I am waiting to hear how she is.
I go out at least once a day. I talk to my neighbors a lot. I am trying to restrict my facebook time, but that is how my friends talk to me and I miss them. I am 3 hours away from most of my family and friends and need to solve that problem.
It is a challenge.
Thanks for your comment and support.
Hugs.
When someone has been a part of your life, it is hard to not think about them. However, as time goes on, that almost addiction of wondering what they are doing starts to wane. We just have to maintain a positive spirit and understand why they are no longer a part of our life.
You are right. It is a cycle for me. It gets less intense every day so that is a sign of something good. There are a lot of reasons why we are not together now. I need to focus on the positives but right now I am not feeling much.
Work has gone to hell in a hand basket, I am job hunting. And under financial stress. I am grateful for every single thing I have in my life. And I can and have forgiven a lot of things. I am trying to not blame anyone for anything, but sometimes I do. And I get very angry about it all some days.
The winds of change are blowing through, literally and figuratively. It has been howling for hours and it feels good. I am going with that.
You\'re so strong, Amy, and I know things will get better for you. You\'re in my thoughts and prayers.
Thank you dear! Love seeing your photo of the cute dogs!
You\'re welcome. If those two cute little faces couldn\'t cheer someone up, then I don\'t think anything could :-)