Well, it's been a long time since I wrote on my journal. I am really scared right now. I'm pregnant again (almost 7 weeks after D&C). The Dr. is not very optimistic about this pregnancy. I may loose this one too. He said that my hCG levels are not going up the way they should. I did not wait till first AF to ttc. It was accidental but it happened "I'm pregnant again". I had heavy bleeding last week and lower back discomfort so a m/c might be in process. I will have an u/s tomorrow to see what's going on. I have pregnancy symptoms but trying to ignore them at this time so I don't get hopeful with something that might not happen. I am preparing myself mentally so I don't feel heartbroken again (Very Hard).