I have not been on here in a while and i think it is time to start again. I think i have really given up these last few weeks and just have not had the energy to even care anymore. Endo used to be just physical pain when it first started. Now it is taking over everything. I am cranky, snappy, sad, angry, frustrated, tired and just done. I was diagnosed a year and a half ago but had the suspicion for about three years. I have had one lap done and it helped for about 3 months until everything went back to being miserable. I have anxiety also which does not help the pain. When i am in pain it  makes me anxious, when i am anxious is makes my pain worse. It is a never ending cycle. I also just found out from a trip to the ER that I now have an umbilical hernia. like really.. lets just make the chances of not having kids even worse!! All of these is just  becoming too much and no one seems to understand. My family is aggervated because i am so moody and touchy and I am aggrevated that they do not see this pain and cant understand. This is just a rough patch and I know i will get through it but sometimes you just need to rant to strangers and get it all out there. So thank you for allowing me to do that. 
 
xoxo
Peyton