OMG

My husband, out of the blue, packed his stuff and left.Refuses to talk to me and says he isnt happy.  Isnt it great that I stay through lies, abuse, etc but they just decide they are not happy and leave.  Why isnt marriage a life contract anymore?  Why wont the men I marry even try?  I did everything for him and paid lots of things for him.  He is made my daughter is back home and pregnant.  Its not permanent, it will take  time.  I do not deserve this and its killing me. The pain is more than I can take.  I just dont want to go on anymore.  He swore he loved me and would never walk out on me like my last husband.   Everyone says it isnt me that I am a good person and good to him.  I have called all listed agencies for help with the mortgage.  No one has funds or they cant take new applications.  I am scared to death.  We are the mortgage short on funds and I fear everyone being homeless.  My 20 yr old daughter is pregnant and my 17 year old son is diabetic insulin dependent.   The pain ans suffering is more than I can bare anymore.  The hurt of it all and the fear of loosing our home.