Mike
I have been thinking about very intensely today. The weather is perfect and in my minds eye I see you mentally plan the additions to the yard. I have not forgotten how much you loved to landscape and had several projects completed last year. I finally bought an iron porch swing and had it placed under the deck. You were right for that is indeed the perfect spot to sit and think.
This summer I plan to add an outdoor fireplace to the back patio. We have so many bricks left over from the front patio that it would be nice to get rid of the pile by the driveway. You Know that Oregon is known for being a green state. Speaking of green Shawn and I have our trip booked to Ireland. I am so excited for it is a trip of a lifetime. Do you remember years ago when we dreamed of just this trip. You were going to sit by the sea and paint and I was going to start my first book of poetry. Beautiful goal and oh sweet memory. Our children have taken to buying me wind chimes. At times when the wind is just right they sing in soothing unison. Today the wind seems mildly angry and the song of the chimes is almost deafning
I love you Michael and continue to hold you deep inside of me. I am learning from.mistakes and continuing to love and to learn. You dear sweet husband continue to complete me. I love you and will never forget.
Me
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I have been thinking about very intensely today. The weather is perfect and in my minds eye I see you mentally plan the additions to the yard. I have not forgotten how much you loved to landscape and had several projects completed last year. I finally bought an iron porch swing and had it placed under the deck. You were right for that is indeed the perfect spot to sit and think.
This summer I plan to add an outdoor fireplace to the back patio. We have so many bricks left over from the front patio that it would be nice to get rid of the pile by the driveway. You Know that Oregon is known for being a green state. Speaking of green Shawn and I have our trip booked to Ireland. I am so excited for it is a trip of a lifetime. Do you remember years ago when we dreamed of just this trip. You were going to sit by the sea and paint and I was going to start my first book of poetry. Beautiful goal and oh sweet memory. Our children have taken to buying me wind chimes. At times when the wind is just right they sing in soothing unison. Today the wind seems mildly angry and the song of the chimes is almost deafning
I love you Michael and continue to hold you deep inside of me. I am learning from.mistakes and continuing to love and to learn. You dear sweet husband continue to complete me. I love you and will never forget.
Me
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Kim, your journal entry describes exactly how I am feeling today about Art. I have cried this hard for weeks. I went on Facebook and his daughter, my step daughter, sent me a message saying she was really missing her dad yesterday. That sent me off and the grieve monster is paying me a visit. Art is so much a part of me now. I carry him on in my heart. The trip sounds wonderful!! Mike will be there with you in spirit. Hugs Sue