12/11/15- I will try real hard to write an entry at least once a day. This one is addressed to my,beloved Kim. This morning I woke up and reached to your side to feel you, your worm soft skin but came up empty. After I got up, took the dogs out and fed them, took a shower and really wanted to kiss you goodbye as was the daily routine. I'm dreading Christmas morning without you. I know I will be strong but our love was to strong. You were my wife, my best friend and my lover. Without you I am an empty angry man. Love u most.