Update

It's been a while since my last entry.  Stressing out over my life. Bills, work, my co-worker. Just a lot to deal with and I feel I'm not doing myself justice by not taking proper care of myself.  I've had to change a couple of tires on my car and fix my windshield sprayer. But those are little things. Car runs fine and no engine trouble...yet. Praying all continues to go well in that department. Had to go in to my boss's office last Thursday a.m. He's hiring a cleaning service to clean the admin. bldg. and the 2 smaller banks. He didn't mention my bank here in town. He told me I still have my bank to clean like I've been doing. But that my co-worker was gone. He told me she's history. Fired. But he's giving me a chance to keep my job. I was so panicky when he first said those things to me. He said it would probably be easier on me now that I won't have to drive to and from the other bldg. each night. No driving out of town 5 nights a week. I'll save on gas and wear and tear on my car. Great. I was worried about the hours. He will try to keep me at about 20 hours a week, if possible. So I won't lose time.  And now I can be more flexible. Not come in at one particular time, and if I want, skip Fridays and clean on Saturdays. Plus I will keep my 2 houses until something better comes along. And I got an email from a friend giving me an update on one job I'm trying to get. Maybe something will progress next week. He told me to hang in there. I find that I'm not eating like I should or even close to it. I'm letting the stress eat me up, and I know that's not good. I've been busy all weekend. With the car tires, cleaning, etc. I'm cooking today so I can have a good meal. My friends, I'm so sorry I haven't been there for you all lately. I will try to make that up. I will pray for you all if you will just pray for me too. Love you. Take care and I hope you all are having a great weekend.