I started my new job Monday. Just a couple hours a day until my boss gets a replacement for me for the bank.  I have to call him tomorrow. Don't know why, but I'll have it on my mind all night until I talk to him tomorrow. I always think it's something bad. I'm just paranoid. And stressed out. I lost my biggest house that I've been cleaning for 3 1/2 years. That's a big financial loss right there. Plus starting a new job, plus still working the bank job. The new job is stressful right now because of having to get into a daily routine and such. Plus it's my first time ever being a caregiver. I see where you need patience and compassion. I may have to work on those a bit more. But I don't need a car to go to work, and it doesn't take any gas to get there. And, I'll be home at night. I can relax, and I can go to more meetings. And I find myself needing them more. I've been praying all day that this job works out for me. I hope I made the right move.