I started my new job Monday. Just a couple hours a day until my boss gets a replacement for me for the bank. I have to call him tomorrow. Don't know why, but I'll have it on my mind all night until I talk to him tomorrow. I always think it's something bad. I'm just paranoid. And stressed out. I lost my biggest house that I've been cleaning for 3 1/2 years. That's a big financial loss right there. Plus starting a new job, plus still working the bank job. The new job is stressful right now because of having to get into a daily routine and such. Plus it's my first time ever being a caregiver. I see where you need patience and compassion. I may have to work on those a bit more. But I don't need a car to go to work, and it doesn't take any gas to get there. And, I'll be home at night. I can relax, and I can go to more meetings. And I find myself needing them more. I've been praying all day that this job works out for me. I hope I made the right move.
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It\'s always very nervewracking to start a new job, and there will always be wondering if you did the right thing until you settle in. It does sound as if you have made a lot of progress though, and that\'s terrific! You are juggling a lot, hang in there and it will all settle....so happy for you!
dont be nervous . always remember, what ever you are going threw, god will work it out. when you are nervous you are not trusting in god......and i know you love god and have a lot of faith in god.........nothing but temptation...........no matter the outcome......know that god has a reason........and his decisions in our lives are always the best...........praying for you to remain strong, and to let nothing, nothing, in this world upset you in any way what so ever, but to just carry on like the lord would want you to do.... love you..........hxhxhx
Thank you, Dan. Nothing you said offended me. You are absolutely right. I should have more faith in God than fear for anything.