So many things going on lately. I'm quitting my cleaning job at the banks to sit with the elderly. I am trying to see if I can keep the one bank here in town where I live. I've been cleaning that one for 2 years now. It's not a really big bank, and it only takes me 1 1/2 hours to clean. I am also keeping my 2 houses. Well, as of tonight, one house. I was let go of one house that I've been cleaning for 3 1/2 years now. The family is having trouble with finances due to medical bills. It breaks my heart along with the lady of the house. She found it hard to tell me and didn't want to tell me over the phone. She started to cry as she told me and apologized. I told her not to worry about it as I kinda had a feeling something like this would happen. She asked me not to be a stranger. I told her there's no way she's getting rid of me that easily. These people, this family, has been so good to me. The lady has helped me from the first moment she laid eyes on me the very first day I started my job with them. They are a very close, very spiritual and loving family.   And they have become family to me. I came home from my present job, dazed. I feel like it's all a bad dream. I know I will miss the money, but I will also miss seeing them all once a week. And I'm  already feeling myself getting down because I don't have a car. I'm just sad and feeling at a loss right now. I know, this too shall pass.