I have had a very good day today. I was contemplating calling about my refund. But I thought to myself,"Even God took a day of rest." So I walked my dog, visited my neighbors and had a very good visit with my mom. I've been having bad anxiety attacks all weekend, but they will pass. I do see a light at the end of the tunnel. But the tunnel is very, very long. I am blessed to have the neighbors that I have. They are very helpful and supportive of me. I went to an AA meeting tonight. Saw my sponsor, which was great. Shared, which I hardly do. And shared twice. I really enjoyed the meeting. And I have a ride to and from work all next week. I am very grateful to God for all the events that have taken place in my life. Because even the bad shit help me become the person I am today. It took a lot of time, patience and work to build up the confidence and self-esteem I have today. And I know that I have to work to keep it up. Hope all is well with everyone out there. And whatever you are going through, you can make with God's love and support and with friends and family. We have to help each other. Nobody can get through this world alone. That's my opinion, anyway!  ODAAT!