I'm really not having a good day today. I'm full of anger because someone owes me money on a bank loan that I made for them. They promised to pay promptly, and have barely paid me anything on the loan. I must be too trusting. I must have "IDIOT" stamped on my forehead. That's what happens to me all the time. I try to help someone out and I end up getting screwed big time because of it. I'm still having a hard time collecting the $300. from one utility company for this company using my debit card to pay for my ex-husband's bill. They don't waste anytime getting their money from you, but when they owe you money... That's money I could really use right now. I finally got a settlement on my car, thanks to a neighbor friend of mine. I just feel like a stupid fool. Now I have to get rides to and from my work until I can drive again. That won't be easy to do, getting someone to drive me to and from work for 6 months. My mom used to help me now and then. But she claims she's too sick. She's not too sick to go out and drink on the weekends with her boyfriend. Then she's in bed all the rest of the week. My mom's ex-boyfriend, of all people, is helping me out right now. He doesn't owe me anything. I do so much appreciate his help. So much stress. I'm still sober. Thank God and AA for that.