It's been a long, exhausting week. I'm about to leave for church. I woke up and was drinking my coffee, when I just started crying.  I suddenly became overwhelmed with emotion. This whole month has been really stressful, more than usual. My court date with the divorce, getting my divorce papers and  getting a new car. Changing my name back. And dealing with some medical issues I've been putting off. Waiting for tests results. Now I'm having anxiety over if I can keep my job and pay my bills. Our work has been cutting back on supplies and work is kinda slow. One of the banks is in the middle of renovations and some parts aren't available to clean, and we have no choice but to finish earlier than we should. But I know that cleaning has to be done, and it takes at least the two of us to do the buildings. Maybe I'm just letting my fear get the best of me. So much going on at one time. But then, I have a tendency to procrastinate on everything in my life. But I have to keep reminding myself that God didn't bring me all this way to drop me now. I am much stronger than I've ever been in my life. Physically, emotionally, and spiritually. I've matured more in the past 2 years than I've done my whole life. Right now, I'm just waiting for the next great adventure and my new challenge that God has planned for me.