Got another e-mail from Matt today. He's pretty pissed off. He just goes on about everyone here hurting him, talking shit about him, ruining his character. Thing is, I've never seen any of these things for myself. I would just take his word for it. But his "stories" just seem to get more and more out there. Too weird to believe. He told me I was the hostile one, and told me I should look in the mirror and take a good look at myself. It's him he needs to look at. He's always pointing the finger at someone else. But I know what that's all about. You're so busy pointing the finger and looking at everyone else's character defects, and you don't look at your own. I think he's sicker than I am. At least I know what my problem is and I'm doing something about it. He called me a hostile bitch and compared me to my mom and my sponsor. It got me upset, very upset, but not as upset as I would have been sometime ago. It just really hurts because I am not a bitch. In fact, I'm more of a people pleaser, but that can be a bad thing too, when it goes overboard. I have to be strong now and look after myself. Matt says this doesn't have to get nasty, but his tone in the letter says otherwise. He says the house is his and he's not giving it up to the mortgage company or me. But Louisiana is a community property state. I'm entitled to my half. I don't know. I know I'm scared to stay in the house one more night. But I have so much stuff to pack and move out of here. I don't like the idea of having to live under my mom's roof again, but it's better than living with my husband.