I am so gald i found this site and sad at the same time.  i hate that so many people are going through the loss of our precious babies.  i know that God is in control and he will never leave us nor forsake us.  Jeramiah 29:11 has become my favorite verse through this.  God showed me this verse the night before my d&c.  i am afraid the only thing getting me through is the hopes of having another baby, but i don't want to forget the babies we lost either.  the first was about 2 years ago at 10 weeks with a blighted ovum.  The 2nd was 1 month ago with the loss of a little girl at 14 weeks.  We named her Mattie Lynn.  I'm not really sure what i'm trying to say.  i guess i just needed to write.  i can't wait to get to heaven and see my Mattie.  i know Jesus is holding her in his arms right now.