Well today was a long day and it's only 8 p.m.! I ran around with appts. - picking up Mother's Day gifts - visiting my mom - dropping my daughter off - and the rest of the evening is mine. I was suppose to have my hot date with Barnes and Noble - but I'm working a 10-12 hour shift tomorrow waitressing - so I think I'm going to get some cleaning done and pretty much call it a night. My ex is staying here for a couple hours with the kids tomorrow night - Do you think it's out of line for me to say that he can't come home with the kids til 7? He's living with his dad - and I KNOW he's thinking of coming here after he picks my son up from his Boy Scout weekend (which is between 2-3) I'm sorry but I don't want him hanging in my house for the whole afternoon until evening. I feel like he'll be snooping and totally violating my space and privacy. Not that I have anything to hide - but I just really feel uneasy about it. But, I have no choice but to have him stay here - because I probably won't get home til 9'ish or so.

Went and did a market analysis today. I had anxiety bad before going. It's the worst part of my job - making a presentation - selling myself. I have no problem selling a house - handling the transaction from beginning to end at all. I love it... But the part I hate most is having to sell myself. How can you sell yourself when you lack self-confidence and are so insecure about yourself? I did the best I could. SHe was referred by a former client. She said her friend (who referred me) spoke very highly of me - and what a great job I did - made me feel really good. I will work my tale off for someone - it's just selling myself to them that I have a hard time with. Anyways....to all the gorgeous Moms out there - May you all have a wonderful day tomorrow - sleep in - relax and do what you enjoy - It's your day - and you deserve every bit of it! xoxo