Part of the Circle!!
I made a revelation as I thought about my journal entry I made yesterday regarding "D". I always feel that things happen in our lives for a reason - as I'm sure you've read in past journal entries. People come into our lives for a reason - I truly believe that. I wonder if D came into mine to help me acknowledge my depression. I mean I suffered but just didn't know what it was I was dealing with. I just thought it was me. I never realized I was lost in that feeling. What is that referred to dysthmia? I've been monotone for so long - and never realized I lost that spark I use to have.
Anyways, when helping D cope - I had no knowledge truly of what the disease was - until D divulged he was suffering. That's how I ended up here as I stated in my previous post - and now all of you are part of a circle too - we are all here for a reason - to help one another - there's a reason why we all stumbled on this site & I'm glad I did as well as all of you. It has helped me acknowledge so much about myself. I can't thank everyone on here enough for giving kind words & inspiration. I've met people on so many different paths in their lives. I truly appreciate Nancy, Di & Jill for the women they are. I feel as though you are my mentors in that you've gone through where I'm at now - and I see the beautiful women you all are. I aspire to be like you - the strong women that you are!
Well....my day was ok, good actually. Went and got my haircut - which always makes me feel good! Then I had an appt. with a client to show a house - he wanted to put an offer in - but she wanted to talk it over - so we'll see. I received a call from a woman looking for me to give her a market analysis - she was referred to my by a past client - made me feel good to get a referral :) I picked up another buyer today as well.
Ended up at the local deli/veggie/gourmet/greenhouse place lol I know it's a mouthful - but they are just that. I love that place. They're pricey on their prepared foods - but they are to die for! I went for some fruits and veggies and was finally able to get my tomatoe plant and herbs. My daughter and I planted them in the planter. She loved getting her hands dirty lol. Cooked some chicken on the grill - enjoyed dinner with the kids...just another day - but a good one. :)
I made a revelation as I thought about my journal entry I made yesterday regarding "D". I always feel that things happen in our lives for a reason - as I'm sure you've read in past journal entries. People come into our lives for a reason - I truly believe that. I wonder if D came into mine to help me acknowledge my depression. I mean I suffered but just didn't know what it was I was dealing with. I just thought it was me. I never realized I was lost in that feeling. What is that referred to dysthmia? I've been monotone for so long - and never realized I lost that spark I use to have.
Anyways, when helping D cope - I had no knowledge truly of what the disease was - until D divulged he was suffering. That's how I ended up here as I stated in my previous post - and now all of you are part of a circle too - we are all here for a reason - to help one another - there's a reason why we all stumbled on this site & I'm glad I did as well as all of you. It has helped me acknowledge so much about myself. I can't thank everyone on here enough for giving kind words & inspiration. I've met people on so many different paths in their lives. I truly appreciate Nancy, Di & Jill for the women they are. I feel as though you are my mentors in that you've gone through where I'm at now - and I see the beautiful women you all are. I aspire to be like you - the strong women that you are!
Well....my day was ok, good actually. Went and got my haircut - which always makes me feel good! Then I had an appt. with a client to show a house - he wanted to put an offer in - but she wanted to talk it over - so we'll see. I received a call from a woman looking for me to give her a market analysis - she was referred to my by a past client - made me feel good to get a referral :) I picked up another buyer today as well.
Ended up at the local deli/veggie/gourmet/greenhouse place lol I know it's a mouthful - but they are just that. I love that place. They're pricey on their prepared foods - but they are to die for! I went for some fruits and veggies and was finally able to get my tomatoe plant and herbs. My daughter and I planted them in the planter. She loved getting her hands dirty lol. Cooked some chicken on the grill - enjoyed dinner with the kids...just another day - but a good one. :)
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Hi Lisa. Your journal kind of made me sad. I never seem to stick out in anybodys mind. I try so hard but I never seem to be special.
BIGGIE HUGS to you GIRL!! We are strong like you!! Still works in progress--- Always! The path has lots of twists and turns--I know I fall off a lot-and I don\'t even drink!! maybe I should!! LOL!!
Love ya!!
MissChels - I meant no harm in not posting your name - you have been a wonderful friend - you have no idea what you mean to me. It just that I look at these women - and hope that when I\'m at their stage in life to be ok with myself the way they are. I love you girlie - please know that - and the many other people on here too who have helped me. XOXO *Hugs*
Hi ...... Rita
You don\'t give yourself enough credit for the strength you possess. You are strong in spirit, passionate in your beliefs, intelligent in decision-making and wise beyond your years. You fight for what you believe in and strive to better yourself at every opportunity. Now who envies who? As I told you before, my friend...Sisters in Strength. We make a great team and I wouldn\'t have made it to where I am today if it wasn\'t for good friends like you. Cheers to everlasting friendship!
When I refer to the circle - I refer to the circle of life - being that we met for a reason - and now part of the circle of life...anyways just felt the need to clarify xoxo
As I read my last comment - I sit here saying - gawd if anything I confused it even more - instead of clarrifying it...i give up lol i\'ll only confuse you more!
SUPERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!