Today is another ho hum day - Spoke with my friend Scott - he said I sounded MUCH better than I have in a while. He's been worried about me - last few times I've spoken with him I"ve been a mess. At least today I didn't cry - which is a good thing! Yet - I'm still blah - feeling really tired. My energy sucks. Maybe because I worked all weekend waitressing - not use to working back to back days, it's been a while. And had big parties on Easter - so alot of hoisting of trays.

Just feeling cranky - I guess. I need a vacation is what I need. Kids are off next week. Plan on going to Boston for the day and visit my friend Scott with the kids. Haven't seen his nwe house he bought and haven't seen him since Christmass. It'll be nice to go for a visit with the kids.

But, I need time for me - a mini vacation. Something - I need to recharge my batteries.