Am I living in a fantasy world?!?!? I mean honestly, can this ever work out? Not only do we have distance, but we both have depression. I hate looking that the glass half empty, but I'm just so discouraged.
Knowledge, I\'m probably not the best person to write this, but oh well...Just about all of us here, are only hangin\' on by a thread. We all got something in our lives that we fill is worth fighting this awful disease. When we give up that we are probably lost. I don\'t know what that is for you. But, you seem to care about your boyfriend very much. Life aint easy but if someone or something you care soo much about aint worth fighting for what is. As a Marine I have fought a lot of battles (some stupid, I admit) for everyone else. So, I\'m sayin, I\'m in the same boat as you, so lets fight together. Lets lean on each other. I understand
Knowledge, I dont want you to be made at me, but for the length of time I\'ve been on here, a week or so?, you have tried and tried and tried! It seems as if he isn\'t giving anything back! He\'s causing you more worry, pain, heartbreak, stress! I understand depression, I LIVE IN IT, but the one thing I have enjoyed through it all, is LOVE. Thats what gets me by! So being with someone who loves me, or wants me, and holds me, or cares about me, the way you do him, I had enough UMPH to give that back. I just feel so bad for you! I\'d like to see you find someone close to your area, who sees you as number one on their list. You deserve this! Maybe you could just stop trying so hard, and see if picks up the ball, or completely lets go?! I just care about you. Good Luck! Love Nichole
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Knowledge, I\'m probably not the best person to write this, but oh well...Just about all of us here, are only hangin\' on by a thread. We all got something in our lives that we fill is worth fighting this awful disease. When we give up that we are probably lost. I don\'t know what that is for you. But, you seem to care about your boyfriend very much. Life aint easy but if someone or something you care soo much about aint worth fighting for what is. As a Marine I have fought a lot of battles (some stupid, I admit) for everyone else. So, I\'m sayin, I\'m in the same boat as you, so lets fight together. Lets lean on each other. I understand
Knowledge, I dont want you to be made at me, but for the length of time I\'ve been on here, a week or so?, you have tried and tried and tried! It seems as if he isn\'t giving anything back! He\'s causing you more worry, pain, heartbreak, stress! I understand depression, I LIVE IN IT, but the one thing I have enjoyed through it all, is LOVE. Thats what gets me by! So being with someone who loves me, or wants me, and holds me, or cares about me, the way you do him, I had enough UMPH to give that back. I just feel so bad for you! I\'d like to see you find someone close to your area, who sees you as number one on their list. You deserve this! Maybe you could just stop trying so hard, and see if picks up the ball, or completely lets go?! I just care about you. Good Luck! Love Nichole