God, I really hate feeling this way. I just feel I can't think straight. I feel like I have no control over me. I look around, and have so many things I should/could be doing. I have desire, motivation to do it. I know I should. I know I have to, yet it overwhelms me. I wish I could see the light. I'm in such a dark hole. I'd give anything to see even a glimmer of light. I hate being in limbo, I hate feeling this way, I really do, I HATE IT. WTF is wrong with me, I just don't understand. I really am so scared to take this new med. I just don't know what to do.
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What new meds are you going to start taking? What are the side effects. I am probably will be starting Lexapro again soon. Hey, its going to be alright. I know how hard it is, you are a strong woman or you would have given up a long time ago. holla if you need someone to talk to.
I know what u are talking about, SK! Sometimes, my thoughts are so jumbled and I have so much \"normal everyday stuff\" to do...but because of my depression, I cannot even think of where to start! And the day goes by and nothing gets done. It IS exactly like being in limbo! How many WASTED days have gone by, with me acomplishing nothing! My mother tries to help me get \'organized\', she says \"Just do one task each day, and try to stick to a schedule\". YEAH, RIGHT MOM. When one is deeply depressed, even taking a shower or answering the phone seems overwhelming...I HEAR YOU, SK. I understand...
I try with one small task, dust one piece of furniture, or clean one shelf of the fridge! DOnt look at it as whole...once you start feeling good about what you DID do then the rest will fall into place...
I have been putting off getting my taxes together this year because I strated my buisness in June and all of it seemed soooo overwhelming. We are getting money back too and I just couldnt motovate myself... I would think about it and almost have a panic attack. LAst Sunday I told myself...you can do this your arent stupid and you all the stuff, and if you are missing some...youll remember to do better next year!
Its done! And though I thot it would kill me to do it...Im still writing you this long a@# comment!!!
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