It's amazing the gammet of emotions one can have in a day. But, at least I haven't cried, which is a good sign. I talked with my dear friend about what's been going on in my life, and she shed some light on some things. She said I'm suppose to be stressed out and tired, I'm a single mom raising 2 kids and working fulltime in a new career. I'm trying to figure out who "I" am. Just me, not a wife, just me. I haven't been "me" in 22 years, how the hell do I start now? I have alot of transitions in my life all at once. Somehow I need to figure out what the future will bring. I have to count on me for my kids. Some days it's alot of pressure, I won't kid you. I just hope that I can be strong enough for them, and to be a good rolemodel for them.