I don't know what to do. I'm losing my mind today. I'm teetering on being homeless....i will know by the end of the month if that will be the case. All my bills are behind. I feel like I can't function at all. I feel like a failure to my 2 kids. I feel like a failure to my SO. I feel like I've hurt him, and with all he's struggling with, I add to his burden that he already carrries. Why would he want to talk to me. I'm suppose to be the rock, the one who's supportive, and I even can't do that. I would like to "check out" on life for a bit. I'm not saying end my life, but I need a break from it right now. I don't how to cope. I'd love to just pick up and just go for a little, and I can't. I don't know what to do.